A LOT has changed since I last wrote. let me up to datee this thing.
1. I ended up going back home for winter break, and me and the guy who I've mentioned before did end up becomingg official. it was great while it lasted. I'm not going to get into detail, besides the fact that all guys are the same. So I broke things off with him , mid January. As of today, we are not on speaking terms.
2. However on a really greaaaattt note. The guy who I mentioned as "my ex" , the one i can't get over. Well, he isn't my ex anymore. :) We've managed to work things out when he came back from bootcamp and we are slowly, but surely working on everything. I am so happy to have him back in my life and I do not plan on losing him anytime soon, because....he is now my fiance :D and we plan on getting married within the next year and a half. he was my first for everything i experienced in life and he is certainly going to be my last.
school is okay. i haven't been doing well because i've been partying too much. But as of recently, I've been cutting back and managing to pick up my grades. I plan on moving back home for school next semester and hopefully that will be a better situation and environment, than the one im in now. but i think any college environment, sucks but you just have to have the discipline and will power to focus on school.
i'm content with my life. theres still drama and stress factors. as their always be. but i can't complain much. everything thats happened so far, is a consequence (good or bad) of my actions and i'm perfectly conten with knowing that.
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